Took today and tomorrow off from work....to relax...yeah right!

Had Bryan's appointment with the specialist to go over the blood work where he tested positive for possible Lupus which runs in my family (my sister and younger brother both have Lupus - please read earlier post). Thankfully, doctor does not believe he has Lupus since all other factors are negative - so carrier like me. She scheduled couple of other test to rule it out. Praying to God those also come back negative.

I tried relaxing the rest of the day but received about 10 texts and 3 calls from work about different issues at work that needed my input. I felt like I was at work anyway.

The lump still there on my left side of the chest. I should make an appointment to see my doctor. I still hope is just an infection since it popped up so quickly. Its tender to the touch but no real pain. I fear getting paranoid and start thinking that every little thing must be cancer related, that is why I have delayed going to the doctor (seeing if swelling goes way, then it was just an infection).